A solo exhibition that included performance, animation, and mixed media work shown in October 2022 at Kresge Art Center, Michigan State University.
JELLO is kitsch, see-through, fake, fragile, dainty, camp, plastic, cheugy, moldable, and expressive. It knows it’s all of these things. It owns its artificiality and makes it into something not essentialist of its identity, but a complex reading of its expression as it relates to gender. The ownership of said gender performance is more than a defiance of enforced gender norms imposed by a materialistic upbringing— it’s also a reckoning that allows the artist to ask, how much of me is JELLO? How much of me is a gendered, coming-of-age cliché found in Claire’s keychains, pastel beanie babies, and rainbow-colored faux fur? When asked by my mentors why I chose to make this work, I delved into the messy rawness of my performance piece; its meaning seemingly distanced from the artwork in the gallery. The performance piece JELLO dives directly into the vulnerability of being a genderqueer woman while masking behind an idealized version of femininity. It bubbles the insecurities to the surface of the kitsch, not removing one from the other. In a sense, JELLO is also armor. There is resistance and protection in ribbons and glitter. But the performance also begs the question, to what extent is that armor concealing something? Does concealment protect and empower, or is it only implicating internalized oppression?